Halo!!! Im back! haha been busy with work, Im doing my training in Company XYZ (not real name duh) and stuck in system & facilities dept. my job is analyzing the system duh. every week i go to diff departments and c the area's flaws and come up solutions.
went to bangkok, thailand 2 weeks ago. here's some pics which i've also uploaded in facebook.
i think during the old days, the war was kinda gay-ish and obscene because most of the pics r of them pulling off each other's balls and in a gayish position the wind was strong. the dogs r mostly obese. thai women r really slim. they got nice figures. but the dogs r seriously obese. wore tht cos it was hotttttttt.
ok kinda lazy to write. in case u're wondering y i can online n write this entry now its bcos i took MC today hahahahahahaa.
dont think i will blog much, for anyone who wud like to keep in touch, add me facebook. kk bai.
Actually i've been very stressed out lately and in fact a lil down. Lately i would suddenly burst into tears when im doing my work halfway, i guess im just very tired and i also procrastinate more than before, feeling reluctant to get some things done. I'm trying my best to make myself better, I sing songs, I eat a lot, and I try to avoid negativity. tiny things make me agitated lately so i need to listen to a lot of songs. I just hate it when ppl sigh around me, each of us got our own "agenda" and problems , just don't need someone around us to make us feel worst. sometimes, I just feel like letting go of things /or people that make me feel worst.
Previously I've mentioned tht I only used a simple facial wash and nothing else. no facial products/hair products/skin products. but recently I've upgraded myself haha bcos my bday is coming and I am getting OLDER. so i started to use the clinique 3 steps. but haven really found a suitable moisturizer yet for my skin. so far , my skin didn't have sudden outbreaks etc. I would recommend these . I got an Elizabeth Arden lotion but i think it didn't help my skin at all it just smell nice n thts it. not recommended. and then jenna recommended me Palmer's cocoa butter and its very very very good!!! highly recommended!and I've upgraded my cosmetics . I've only used eye liner n mascara (daily) but now i've added serums, lipstick (only nude colour), concealer (MAC's concealer is soooooooooo goood!!!) and eye masks/facial masks/hand masks/ anti wrinkle gel patches.
I like the band Queen a lot. but i never really went through freddie mercury's (lead singer with the great voice) biography b4. Until recently and i found something (wikipedia):
In the early 1970s Mercury had a long-term relationship with Mary Austin, whom he had met through guitarist Brian May. By the mid-1970s, however, the singer had begun an affair with a male American record executive at Elektra Records, which ultimately resulted in the end of his relationship with Austin.[43] Mercury and Austin nevertheless remained close friends through the years, with Mercury often referring to her as his only true friend. In a 1985 interview, Mercury said of Austin, "All my lovers asked me why they couldn't replace Mary [Austin], but it's simply impossible. The only friend I've got is Mary and I don't want anybody else. To me, she was my common-law wife. To me, it was a marriage. We believe in each other, that's enough for me."[44] He also wrote several songs about Austin, the most notable of which is "Love of My Life". Mercury was also the godfather of Mary's eldest son, Richard.[36]
By 1979, Mercury began to frequently visit gay bathhouses and clubs where he met many short-term partners.[45] By 1985, he began another long-term relationship with a hairdresser named Jim Hutton. Hutton, who himself was tested HIV-positive in 1990,[46] lived with Mercury for the last six years of his life, nursed him during his illness and was present at his bedside when he died. Hutton also claims that Mercury died wearing a wedding band that Hutton had given him.[46]
anyway, tht song "love of my life" has and always will be my fav song jus tht i found a better meaning to it now. makes me wonder a lot abt him, if he's gay why he loves her so much and yet cant b with her. hmmm gays hav such complex minds. I really wonder what they r thinking.
There's this bloody cat tht keep going up on my car's roof and his dirty paw prints are everywhere!!!! even on the car's glass panel and its not just little paw prints its kinda like MUD prints. and there's even claw marks. wtffffff. feel like sepak the cat. since my car is always parked at the right side of the house, today i've switched to the left side , hopefully the cat forgets my car and go paw printing on my hsmate's car (which is now parked at the right).
The best mango ice blended.... yum yum... the mango is very sweeet -not the sweetened kind but naturally sweet.
I remember when i was young, I watched almost all of P. Ramli's movies. it was so funny. and then I watched many tamil movies too. I was glued to the tv whole day.
but when i grow older, I noticed that the movies r not the same kind anymore. the feeling's changed. With all the things we read in newspaper everyday, its very hard to feel the merdeka spirit at all. its very hard to describe .. its like you're getting sms-es asking you not to ...this and that... making the stereotyping more obvious. but at the end of the day, im reminded by my friends of all races that we're the same.
I strongly hate the party which is currently ruling, i think they create more resentment and hatred amongst the races. The word "rakyat di dahulukan" makes me sick.
I saw this adorable basset hound in Johor and he looks like the one in the "hush puppy" advertisement. Just got the urge to put a pair of shoes in front of him and ask him to pose like hush puppy. I forgot to take a pic of him but he looks like this pic--> I found this cb website tht teach me the algorithm in solving this rubic cubic tht is until i left the last step and then it state there : to know the last step, can pay with paypal etc etc ....wat crap nowadays knowledge is not free at all. if anybody hav a link on how to solve the last step of rubic cubic pls tell me. i know utube hav some but im more to reading steps type rather than looking. Do you know wat this is??? this is done using paint ok cos i reformatted com no catia. and this thing was measured with details bcos its a small figure i need for my fyp. finally my time using paint to draw hello kitty/mickey mouse/ powerpuff girls for the students using paint has not come to waste.
It has been a very very very tiring month indeed. I just wish i can sleep more. and every morning when the stupid birds chirp, i feel like throwing rubbers at them. When i was younger, i used to cut rubbers into tiny cubes and throw em at the pigeons bickering at the roof outside my room. In fact i dont like pigeons, they bring bacterias and they barely fly bcos they r obese. (unrelated, i remember seeing two pigeons making babies at the bus station n i used to think that those animals laying eggs dont do such act>?>). I've cut my hair shorter. and i no longer wear black contact lens bcos it make me look like i come from bukit cina or vietnamese. Shorter hair, more evil, meaner and ..fatter :(
on life, sometimes we just gotta stop and breathe and look at all the tiny things around us.
on politics, no hope d, stupid bludy #@%@#$.
on investment, sigh what?
on love, haihz.
on health, its flu for weeks.
yerp thts considered an update. i hope one day when im like 40? and i look through my blog and i wud go, wtf haha so lame.
Today there is a new student joining my class. I didn't really like that kid that much at 1st because his eyes look cunning and he talks very rudely for his age (9 yrs). He went online and searched for obscene pictures and he even say that 1 race (will not say out which race) should "die" when the other teacher was of that particular race. and during the class, he quarrelled with other students. I think he came from a very wealthy family and its very sad that his upbringing, i see, may be strongly influenced from home. I reached my boiling point when he said something to me. I was checking his work, and i told him it was wrong, he said he wanted to kill me. I then told him not to talk rudely to me as Im his teacher. u know what the kid said? " Dont bull, u're just here as a temporary teacher for the money". OMFG. I was very very pissed. It obviously cant be the money cos the pay is low and my parents giv me 10x more. but it was the passion of teaching and learning but its kids like this that make me lose my passion. feel like slapping the kid. and so i remained calm and told him "im here to educate u and so do ur work properly".
and when someone came to fetch him, he left that poor old man waiting outside for a long time. the other teacher told him tht person is looking for him, and he just ignore. lastly, he just said " duh thts my driver only".
really, i swear to god, if one day i have children and they speak such ways, i will slap my kid. the upbringing is very very important to know how hard it was for someone to earn something, to be nice to others, to count our blessings and always to do more charity for others.
last week was wonderful bcos i was back to where i belonged.
mum n dad n my dog welcomed me like a celebrity. in fact i think my dog has reached an unhealthy level of idolisation. whenever i come out from da house, he would shiver n bark happily n cheer like u know , those fans in concert. He din even look at other ppl. all he could see was me. i didn't kidd dude, it was real. sometimes when the door opens, he would shiver n wag his tail n jump, n it turns out to be my mum, and the dog's tail wud drop and he wud go back to sleep.
anyway, this will be a very busy busy month .haihz.
As scary as it looks (ya i know i look like ghost and the teeth canot blame me blame my cb orthodontist, n i hope he bankrupt capalang shit.) , I just wan to show you guys how to make the eyes bigger WITHOUT photoshop. the fresh kon bright eyes contact lens! the 1st time i wore it, my frens said my eyes look like cartoon eyes. hur hur. but i think this only works if you have average size eyes else if u hav extremely small eyes, the contact lens will make u look like a teddy bear (whole black beady eyes)
n how to make eye lashes long? this i dunno la but i have a habit of pulling out my eye lashes when im free. its like this compulsive behavior and its not healthy i know la. when i pull my lashes in front of my mum, she would "piak" my hands n ask me to stop it. but i notice tht my eye lashes r getting longer n thicker. maybe its bcos of the constant pulling? (dont try this)
anyway, my dog got bloody sexy eye lashes , freaking long . my mum always say tht my dog got sexy eyes. n he wud flutter his eye lashes at u in a miang way. speaking of dog, that day i saw 3 mini pins running aimlessly on the streets. i think they ran away from home but they look freaking sked especially with all the cars n cat tht look like wanna belasah them for being so small, n i think one of it look at the other with hatred as if saying, " fark u for suggesting tis. farking shit , we shudnt have ran away, fark omg a cat is coming".
I hope Alice in Wonderland by tim burton will b shown in msia! m looking forward 4 it. ^^ notebook's keyboard is ^$#@&$ dead. thus the lack of updating n chatting due to problme of typing certain alphabets which will come out as numbers. any solution do kindly shareee. My students r adding me up in facebook (it seems like a lil wrong choice u know?) cos now i cant swear in facebook :((
Alwaysssss have a thing for man in formal wear. its like some ppl like man in fireman costumes,etc i like em formal. ^^ haha. I guess my life is freaking boring now things r happening at repeated basis. going back hometown soon though. h1n1 is in melakaaaa.
i have many things to talk abt. will write down after fixing my notebook. n replies too k ^^ (eleh lazy )
Kid 1: How old are you, teacher? Me: Guess ? Kid 2: 30!!
#$%@#%$#)(^&()&!!! blady kid.
I actually like kid 2 a lot because he is very adorable and he got a very round n chubby face. sometimes he can be really rotten like scratching his ass n arms with the class ruler or do a crying face and claim that kid 3 abused him when kid 3 is sitting there doing nothing. i guess it's kids like him that make it fun when things get too serious.
Sel Exco/Serdang SA Ean Yong Hian Wah’s political secretary, Teo Beng Hock died from falling down the MACC building during custody. somehow I feel very sad for him. I hope he rest in peace.
Its weird why those in custody always ended up dead and the reasons given by the police etc is so lame.
I don't know why but I really feel very very sorry for him. The newspaper r so controlled, the MACC is targeting oppositions lately, the manik urai is filled with corruption but still they died hah. i hope the next election can come quickly for us to vote for 100% changes. Down with the money eater, lying , murderer.
u know when people rant about something that they are pissed off about or some bad things that happened to them, surely there will be at least one person to say ," aiyah forget it la, let it past" or something similar to that.
I hate this kind of comment. Things are easier said than done. imagine if they r the ones in that particular situation, i am sure they will be angry too. when we rant out something, we just wanna release out our anger and the last thing u want is someone to come and ask u forget it as if u just lost ten cents. The truth if people never forget everything tht happens to them, for the one tht say forget it la, let bygones be bygones , is obviously a bullshitter. if someone's child got killed, do u think the person can forget tht? or if they are sabotaged ? etc. we DONT FORGET, we SHOULD LEARN FROM IT .
if next time i rant on something and an idiot tell me to forget it, i fuckin kill that person.
I was supposed to be studying but then i decided to take a few minutes to sketch out a scenery. it feels relaxing when i do that- drawing.
I know the drawing is not as good as it was when i was in secondary school. People ask whether I chose the right path and I dont want to think wat ifs. I'm walking the path tht i chose.
OK the below post is obviously not my house , its abt a certain ex minister who just bought a huge jackass bungalow in case ppl misunderstood, as u guys shud know, im slightly into politics.
today I am feeling very down actually. I have many problems and am lacking the confidence a lot lately. also i learn that I should never ever easily trust any one , especially so called friends. like wat my friend jenna said, "focus on what's important and leave the rest behind". yeah, thts what im gonna do.
what happens when day by day you c the ugly side of everyone , the uncaringness, the selfishness, all the self centered things ppl do and slowly you lose the faith to be a better person. in fact, i m starting to become bitter. I wish i can get out of here. maybe its like running away but i just don't feel like being lied and living a lie every day.
unrelated, my dog rocky grew bigger d and he is damn fluffy ( really, really fluffy). i dont know why.
Monterez Golf & Country Club, Shah Alam – Bungalow
Selling Price : RM 3.5 mil (nego)
That bungalow cost 3.5k without furniture and it looks like a small tiny house compared to the one below. (not to mention the one below got swimming pool and fully furnished!) I dunno much abt hs pricing etc but i don' t think the hs below is rm 3.5k lor considering the land size and the look of it. wadya think?
i hate tht bloodsucker. quote "i bought it after 5 yrs of sucking money ngeh ngeh ngehhhehe"
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>> Thursday, July 2, 2009
Today as I drove back from uni, a car suddenly cut into my lane, den obviously i honked tht fella la because her car was going straight at my car as if it's non existent. her driving was not very good because she drove with uncertainties. anyway, i was very surprised when the passenger at her side was freakin pissed off tht i honked the girl. he started to turn amok in their car and he waved his arms madly in his car (the expression on his face was priceless , it was as if he is a baboon tht got badly sodomized in the arse ). I looked at him with no emotions but maybe slighty fascinated by the expression he made ( i was freakin tired ok whole day of class) and drove off. and den dunno what happened to the girl, some other car start honking her as well and then i saw the car zig zag away ( i think she was like a L driver or something obviously havent pass )
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I was thinking abt my grandpa. Its been over a year and he is still doing fine and i do, i really pray tht what the doctor said is wrong. Just the thought of what ifs and i start to get very emotional. i hope everything will always be ok , not only for my grandpa, but for all the people i love dearly.
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I am still very fascinated with fat black dogs with red collars. i just think they got the cool look.
Have been teaching this particular class for a month. I noticed one particular kid to be very very anti social but i never suspected anything more. one day decided to ask the principal and i found out the kid is autistic. I didn't know much abt autism before this and never thought i would ever teach one. and i feel very sad. and if i never asked, i'd never know and i keep pushing him to work harder not knowing. but u know what, he is a very smart child in my opinion, he worked hard, he's obedient and i know he'll grow out of it someday. The first day he came to the centre, he was very very left behind and he didn't talk at all, and so the principal told his parents tht they cant teach him anymore but the parents asked for the kid to b given a chance, even if he was slower, its ok as long as they still let him try. and today he has accomplished a lot. compared to some university student tht don't even know how to use computers!! (i know one ). I think its important parents pay attention to their child's development n growth at young age, and never to b in denial. if there's somethig wrong with the kid, they should accept it and there may be ways to cure it if known earlier. i went to search for more infor on autism today and i really hope i can help him more.
I've been working on every weekend as a teacher in an IT center ^^ . International kids r sooo cute, much more well behaved and more interactive compared to local kids. I especially love this one russian kid tht just keep talking and talking. Got myself this tip toe heels BUT couldnt fit in out of pure stupidity bcos i was/is (still loving) the shoes way too much to even try walking on it on the 1st place and bought it quickly bcos it was on sales. I am still doing my Final year project . the picture's related to my fyp bcos i was waiting for the lift to go lab (fyp) Lastly, having dilemma on which company to work for my industrial training. Got a few offers but there seem to be good and bad of every company so am still considering. overall, im feeling very blessed for being able to find jobs. ^^
I've been missing the blogging mojo for awhile now. i don't know how to put things to words. there's been many ups and downs (as usual) and I do really want to write it all out but now's not the time bcos im kinda busy too.
I was bestowed with a red umbrella by mochi few days ago (aisehh like its gold like tht but actually i was forced to walk to schooooool ). For those who've known me for years, I have never used umbrella and usually if I have to, it would be someone holding it for me. thus I never have to close it or open it bcos i think it is kinda troublesome and by the time you want to close it, you're already soaked wet.
anywayyyyy, I walked to school today with the Umbrella in my hand. there's a handsome guy walking on my left too. so I tried to open the umbrella in the most feminine way ever but shit the umbrella dunno wat cincau manufacturer did it it cant bloody open. I hit it , i shaked it, i pressed it, by the time i finally managed to open the umbrella i've almost reached my destination and the sun was gone. ^#&$#^#^%$#@#@ cincau umbrella. I bet the guy tot i was a stupid bimbo tht cant even open an umbrella.
Went back to my hometown for a few days and it was greatttttttttt. I sang karaoke with my mum a lot . I saw the stairways and I was shocked wat happened to the paint -__- (I painted the stairways previously ) . mum said after some small peels came off, she started peeling off everything as it was very shiok to do. god.. and now she ask me to re paint it. Power station came to penang.. fuck i only saw their back sidesdog sudah membesar. Went for a pedicure with mummy.
Yesterday as I was driving happily out from the shopping mall with my starbucks drink in the container of the car.... drive drive drive... and suddenly one cilaka uncle speeding pass my lane to the opposite side, fuck so i had to step on the brake and everything in my car mengalami inertia (it felt like The Matrix cos everything was flying), thus my notebook , shopping bags flew to the front, not to mention the starbucks tht i love flew to my feet and onto the car's carpet... chocolate chips everywhere... din have the time to honk tht ah pek but i swear he will die earlier tht he expected.
after tht i was feeling agitated bcos throughout the time im faced with such drivers...saw a L (lembu) car driving at the speed of 20km/h? or 10??? and honked him continuously. heh heh . let the kid be traumatized.
i think malacca police shud not jus focus on the expiry date of road tax la but on how drivers r obeying the rules of the road. malaccan drivers r the worst of all states....
Just moved to the new house. the first night was freaking sufferinggggggggggg. The room was hot like HELL. seriously. I called my mum for words of comfort (and even maybe a kind generous sponsor of air cond) unfortunately she said :
" seeeee i told u to find a room with air cond now u seeeeeeeeeee... yerrr im not going to stay at your place d next time i visit. " -________-
If tht's not enough, there's some crazy dogs outside my house at night tht barked the whole freaking night till the morning. They barked happily like they're having a wild african party.
The saddest thing was in the morning when i woke up and i forgot I've moved to a new place and I was a tad surprised by my surounding and i felt so sad :(
I guess i have to get use to here quick.
anyway, the asshole hsmate tht i mentioned previously has been causing trouble here n there to my other frens as well. I so wish I can punch his cibai face. I've yet to met anyone more hated than him. disgusting pile of shit.
So... I have been very very busy lately but luckily exam's over and all i have now is part time jobs & FYP. anyway, last night I was putting MEKP on my polyester resin, bcos I very gatal, I added more n more MEKP to quickened the process of hardening. and den I got into my room and started to google, " what happens when we add to much MEKP in poly?" before i can finish read the articles, POOOFFF my specimens r on fire. T.Tand it was freaking hot, the table was hot, everything else too. I throw all the specimens into the sink and soak it in water, and the water was freaking boiling. so i threw the rest into the forest bcos it was poisonous and i din wan to poison the ppl staying in the UG area rite??...
so in the end i got nothing. :( MOral: do not be greedy .
- serious at work (fierce too) - tends to be playful at the wrong time - terrified of cockroaches and spiders - writes in japanese + english(in this blog)-eats a lot till the verge of friends begging her to stop - shopaholic (beyond godlike) - into politics, general konwledge, mechanical, circuitry, human rights and animals (dogs)- butterflies fascinate me- her driving is labelled as dangerously fast and reckless - hates failures and negative comments/thoughts - automobiles - I can do the happy dance! yay
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wore tht cos it was hotttttttt.
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