Actually i've been very stressed out lately and in fact a lil down. Lately i would suddenly burst into tears when im doing my work halfway, i guess im just very tired and i also procrastinate more than before, feeling reluctant to get some things done. I'm trying my best to make myself better, I sing songs, I eat a lot, and I try to avoid negativity. tiny things make me agitated lately so i need to listen to a lot of songs. I just hate it when ppl sigh around me, each of us got our own "agenda" and problems , just don't need someone around us to make us feel worst. sometimes, I just feel like letting go of things /or people that make me feel worst.

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Previously I've mentioned tht I only used a simple facial wash and nothing else. no facial products/hair products/skin products. but recently I've upgraded myself haha bcos my bday is coming and I am getting OLDER.
so i started to use the clinique 3 steps. but haven really found a suitable moisturizer yet for my skin. so far , my skin didn't have sudden outbreaks etc. I would recommend these .

I got an Elizabeth Arden lotion but i think it didn't help my skin at all it just smell nice n thts it. not recommended. and then jenna recommended me Palmer's cocoa butter and its very very very good!!! highly recommended!and I've upgraded my cosmetics . I've only used eye liner n mascara (daily) but now i've added serums, lipstick (only nude colour), concealer (MAC's concealer is soooooooooo goood!!!) and eye masks/facial masks/hand masks/ anti wrinkle gel patches.

yeah tht's how worried i am abt my age. :(

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I like the band Queen a lot. but i never really went through freddie mercury's (lead singer with the great voice) biography b4. Until recently and i found something (wikipedia):

In the early 1970s Mercury had a long-term relationship with Mary Austin, whom he had met through guitarist Brian May. By the mid-1970s, however, the singer had begun an affair with a male American record executive at Elektra Records, which ultimately resulted in the end of his relationship with Austin.^[43] Mercury and Austin nevertheless remained close friends through the years, with Mercury often referring to her as his only true friend. In a 1985 interview, Mercury said of Austin, "All my lovers asked me why they couldn't replace Mary [Austin], but it's simply impossible. The only friend I've got is Mary and I don't want anybody else. To me, she was my common-law wife. To me, it was a marriage. We believe in each other, that's enough for me."^[44] He also wrote several songs about Austin, the most notable of which is "Love of My Life". Mercury was also the godfather of Mary's eldest son, Richard.^[36]

By 1979, Mercury began to frequently visit gay bathhouses and clubs where he met many short-term partners.^[45] By 1985, he began another long-term relationship with a hairdresser named Jim Hutton. Hutton, who himself was tested HIV-positive in 1990,^[46] lived with Mercury for the last six years of his life, nursed him during his illness and was present at his bedside when he died. Hutton also claims that Mercury died wearing a wedding band that Hutton had given him.^[46]

anyway, tht song "love of my life" has and always will be my fav song jus tht i found a better meaning to it now. makes me wonder a lot abt him, if he's gay why he loves her so much and yet cant b with her. hmmm gays hav such complex minds. I really wonder what they r thinking.

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There's this bloody cat tht keep going up on my car's roof and his dirty paw prints are everywhere!!!! even on the car's glass panel and its not just little paw prints its kinda like MUD prints. and there's even claw marks. wtffffff. feel like sepak the cat. since my car is always parked at the right side of the house, today i've switched to the left side , hopefully the cat forgets my car and go paw printing on my hsmate's car (which is now parked at the right).


The best mango ice blended.... yum yum... the mango is very sweeet -not the sweetened kind but naturally sweet.

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I remember when i was young, I watched almost all of P. Ramli's movies. it was so funny. and then I watched many tamil movies too. I was glued to the tv whole day.

but when i grow older, I noticed that the movies r not the same kind anymore. the feeling's changed. With all the things we read in newspaper everyday, its very hard to feel the merdeka spirit at all. its very hard to describe .. its like you're getting sms-es asking you not to ...this and that... making the stereotyping more obvious. but at the end of the day, im reminded by my friends of all races that we're the same.

I strongly hate the party which is currently ruling, i think they create more resentment and hatred amongst the races. The word "rakyat di dahulukan" makes me sick.

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I saw this adorable basset hound in Johor and he looks like the one in the "hush puppy" advertisement. Just got the urge to put a pair of shoes in front of him and ask him to pose like hush puppy. I forgot to take a pic of him but he looks like this pic-->

I found this cb website tht teach me the algorithm in solving this rubic cubic tht is until i left the last step and then it state there : to know the last step, can pay with paypal etc etc ....wat crap nowadays knowledge is not free at all. if anybody hav a link on how to solve the last step of rubic cubic pls tell me. i know utube hav some but im more to reading steps type rather than looking. Do you know wat this is??? this is done using paint ok cos i reformatted com no catia. and this thing was measured with details bcos its a small figure i need for my fyp. finally my time using paint to draw hello kitty/mickey mouse/ powerpuff girls for the students using paint has not come to waste.

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