It has been a very very very tiring month indeed. I just wish i can sleep more. and every morning when the stupid birds chirp, i feel like throwing rubbers at them. When i was younger, i used to cut rubbers into tiny cubes and throw em at the pigeons bickering at the roof outside my room. In fact i dont like pigeons, they bring bacterias and they barely fly bcos they r obese. (unrelated, i remember seeing two pigeons making babies at the bus station n i used to think that those animals laying eggs dont do such act>?>).

I've cut my hair shorter. and i no longer wear black contact lens bcos it make me look like i come from bukit cina or vietnamese.

Shorter hair, more evil, meaner and ..fatter :(



on life, sometimes we just gotta stop and breathe and look at all the tiny things around us.

on politics, no hope d, stupid bludy #@%@#$.

on investment, sigh what?

on love, haihz.

on health, its flu for weeks.


yerp thts considered an update. i hope one day when im like 40? and i look through my blog and i wud go, wtf haha so lame.

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Today there is a new student joining my class. I didn't really like that kid that much at 1st because his eyes look cunning and he talks very rudely for his age (9 yrs). He went online and searched for obscene pictures and he even say that 1 race (will not say out which race) should "die" when the other teacher was of that particular race. and during the class, he quarrelled with other students. I think he came from a very wealthy family and its very sad that his upbringing, i see, may be strongly influenced from home. I reached my boiling point when he said something to me. I was checking his work, and i told him it was wrong, he said he wanted to kill me. I then told him not to talk rudely to me as Im his teacher. u know what the kid said? " Dont bull, u're just here as a temporary teacher for the money". OMFG. I was very very pissed. It obviously cant be the money cos the pay is low and my parents giv me 10x more. but it was the passion of teaching and learning but its kids like this that make me lose my passion. feel like slapping the kid. and so i remained calm and told him "im here to educate u and so do ur work properly".

and when someone came to fetch him, he left that poor old man waiting outside for a long time. the other teacher told him tht person is looking for him, and he just ignore. lastly, he just said " duh thts my driver only".

really, i swear to god, if one day i have children and they speak such ways, i will slap my kid. the upbringing is very very important to know how hard it was for someone to earn something, to be nice to others, to count our blessings and always to do more charity for others.

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Have no mood to blog cos im back in melaka.

last week was wonderful bcos i was back to where i belonged.

mum n dad n my dog welcomed me like a celebrity. in fact i think my dog has reached an unhealthy level of idolisation. whenever i come out from da house, he would shiver n bark happily n cheer like u know , those fans in concert. He din even look at other ppl. all he could see was me. i didn't kidd dude, it was real. sometimes when the door opens, he would shiver n wag his tail n jump, n it turns out to be my mum, and the dog's tail wud drop and he wud go back to sleep.


anyway, this will be a very busy busy month .haihz.

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